Sundown Dad
His blue eyes glimmer soft these
days
Blue veins, wrinkles, silken
skin
He lingers over memories, old ways
His chatter stutters, stops, begins
He watches sunsets with closed
eyes
Too bright he says, it’s nicer here –
Retreats to porch and sits and
sighs
Draws blanket off the chair and near
My father in his sunset years
Is not the man who held me high
Who whistled away all childish
fears
Who told me he would never die
My father is a feeble shell of
life
With rattled memories jangling
round
Fed on pills by beleaguered wife
Who walks on eggs and makes no sound
And yet at times, he sits up
straight
And makes a joke and laughs
aloud
And shows us ‘Dad’ as he was then
Witty, happy, bright, and proud.
This long goodbye is painful to
me
Watching as his sun drops low
It seems that we would all be happy
Should he simply just … let … go …